My heart is too shattered to be evil. If I gave in to all of the pain and the rage I would be a monster. I have been fighting to hold on to the good that I know is still in me. Rejection still hurts, abandonment still hurts, living without love still hurts. It makes me cry every day and wish that I could be anybody else but me. I could have been such an amazing woman if I had only had a different life. Wisdom comes at a very dear price in my existence, and there is one thing I can say with all certainty: only a person with no conscience to begin with could ever believe they have a free pass to commit evil, and that would make them very dangerous indeed. I have seen what evil does to people firsthand and will suffer the consequences of those evils for the rest of my days. It has cost me dearly, doomed me to a life of isolation. There will always be consequences for evil, and I don't want any part of it. It's not worth it to be that dead inside that you don't care what happens to other people. I love this quote from Miller Williams. Nothing truer could ever be said. People are so quick to judge…they just need to remember these words:

Have compassion for everyone you meet, even when they

don't want it. What seems conceit, bad manners, or

cynicism is always a sign of things no ears have

heard, no eyes have seen. You do not know what

wars are going on down there where the spirit

meets the bone.

Miller Williams

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